Nyak

I'm inlove... :p

It started at the right time and in the right place. I met "mine" last summer. Actually we already talked and exchange text messages before we met personally. At that time, I was not interested at all bec. I dont even like "text mates", so it was so rare if I will respond to "mine's" text messages. It just so happen that I have to text him back bec. "mine" is a friend of my high school friend, the thing is, it felt like it was just a responsible/favor to text back... hehe... But that was before...

Last summer, during my bum days, my friend told me that "mine" went to Manila and wants to see me personally. I was like, "bitch please, is that for real?" I wasn't ready to meet your friend, but okay okay, since "mine" seems nice, okay, so when can we meet?? My friend says, "right now", "mine" is with my significant behalf"... Shit.. Brain damage...

The reason behind this, is because, I'm really not into texting someone that you didnt even know what he/she looks like then suddenly meeting up. Okay, it seems fine, but for me it's definitely a no, no... Honestly, I'm not into that because I fear rejection. I don't wanna fall into a situation where in I have to be somebody that i'm not just to impress somebody...

The time came, I was driving and together w/ my friend we went to the house of her significant behalf... As the gate opens, my heart is kinda thumping so hard, I dont even know what the hell I am nervous of... hehe... "mine" went out to greet us, and as I saw "mine" , I was like "pucha, pare xa ba yan???, tangna, sobrang mukhang bata... pero tol, astig... pwede...." hehe...

Finally, we met, personally... My emotions during that time was unexplainable... I wasnt aware that I almost smoked all my cigarette in a matter of few hours. I was so nervous and ewan basta.. magulo talaga yung pakiramdam... hahaha....

We talked, smoked, laughed, shared thoughts... I didn't expect that "mine" will like me, because honestly I'm not that good looking... And I'm not expecting that after we met, we will still get in touch with each other.... Time run so fast and it was already my time to go home. I bid my new friend goodbye, smoked again, hehe, and left.

As soon as I arrive in my crib, I dont remember if I was the one who called or my high school friend. All I can remember is that, we have talked.

Me: Pare, musta ano na?
High School Friend: Ha?

M: anung sabi ni ano?
HSF: ahh... hmm... inlove na yta sau ang gung gong...

M: ano? ha? bakit naman? hehehe
HSF: tanong kasi sya kagad kung kelan ka babalik dito eh...

M: talaga? panu nangyari yun? eh, mukha akong wasted nun eh?
HSF: sus, anu ka ba, ayos lang naman eh.. mas mukha nay syang wasted kaya (lols)

M: hmmm... ok... hehe... ako din eh... parang trip ko sya....
HSF: alam ko... (hehehe)

WTF
and then.... tinatamad nako mag type... basta yun na yun... ;p